mid 30s millennial furry obsessed with music constantly searching for new artists to listen to.

faves: chat pile, model/actriz, caroline polachek, dj sabrina the teenage dj, elder, rolo tomassi, messa

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i love learning about the universe and watching psych horror as well

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  • emotionally, i want to say any and everything including my life, but i know that is merely talk until i have something deadly to face. however, i truly believe there isn’t a single human rights issue not deserving of risking it all. but i am cowardly because i am fearful and insecure. i don’t believe in myself although i try to. i have given up personal comforts for those i don’t know and my friends, but am i ready to face something as severe as prison or being sent to a camp? i want to say “yes, of course,” but… idk. i know if our culture became more radical and revolutionary then i would feel ideological support from those around me and would be more willing to engage.




  • i was 16 years old and decided, for some reason, that it was a great time to come out as the only gay kid in school in the year 2005. i was living with my father and had to keep it secret because he was extremely homophobic. the kids bullied me and i eventually dropped out because my life was threatened and they told me where i lived after i called their bluff lol, k bye. before then i was able to tell my mother with a school counselor that i was gay. she kinda knew and was fine with it but was worried my life would be difficult.

    eventually, my father somehow found out and asked me and i confirmed his suspicions. he told me he didn’t accept it and that i could change. blah blah blah. i thought he would beat me and kick me out, because he told me he would. he said i would never be his child if i were gay. one time, there were two gay dudes in the back of a wedding photo he was looking at with me and his girlfriend, and he tore it up into pieces and said “i don’t want any fucking faggots in this house.” noted! anyway, he didn’t do shit and eventually accepted me. i don’t talk to him anymore because he’s a fascist.